meri jindgi ka dard bhra kissa

ak dard bhari kahani

kabhi kabhi upar wala kisi ki jindgi m itna dukh de deta h ki sochana padta h ki y kaisa dara h.baat use samay ki h jab m 6 class m padhti thi us waqt m dard aur taqlif nhi samjti thi muje pata nhi tha k dard kya hota h pr aj jab m 20 saal ki hu to m use taqlif ko mahsus kr sakti hu.   

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